Self Imposed Time Out

The past 36 hours have been difficult. Our normally content and joyful baby is refusing sleep. My husband has contracted food poisoning. I know that this too shall pass. Sadly, I had to tell Stephen last night that I needed a break despite him feeling poorly. I was at 5 alarm mommy meltdown. Thankfully he managed to deal with his illness to help me out. This morning E seems to be feeling okay, but her gums are rigid and tight. I'm not sure if a tooth will break through soon or if perhaps there is something else that is ailing her. No fever, no congestion, or any other causes I can detect. Stephen seems to be on the mend. This morning I dropped E off at Mom and Dad's where I hope she is getting some fun and relaxing time with her Nana. I have a feeling she is really picking up on my frazzled emotions. **Update** Apparently she refuses to sleep even at Nana's. Heaven help us.

That all being said, I am a huge advocate for the self imposed time outs. I have to know when to tag out. I am no good to E if I am rattled or spent. I can't get right until I step back. I'm so glad that I have a partner to tag out to when there are days like this. Single parents have to be some of the toughest people alive.

Off Subject:

• We started a new healthier diet on Aug. 28. I've lost 5 lbs so far.
• I'm getting a maid service back in the house this month. Amen!
• We're going to the game on Sunday. Looking forward to it.
• Roadside Clean Up tomorrow
• Started a new bible study, Duty or Delight, by Tammie Head